My love

28 days since I held you in my arms and told you help was on the way. 90 minutes you suffered pain I can't even imagine.

You are my heart. My soul. My strength. My everything.

As I type this, 28 days 10 minutes ago I ran outside, hoping, praying, begging I was wrong. That you were just at the gym. I saw the box at the mailbox and the car with the trailer in front of it - and I knew. I just knew.

Just two more seconds. That's all the difference it would have been.

I love you. I miss you so much. You ARE love. The truest love.


Funeral Homily: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nV5ZPEsQej8
(this link will be updated in the near future)

Be encouraged homily: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDZgQsCuCsA
13:40 is the key section
Pronouns are not Fr. Meyer's strength. ;)

Edited to add:
Christmas homily - this was Midnight Mass. The homily includes Joshua.
https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=2540352396243889&id=1490553047890501 (this one mentions Joshua a bit more than the next link.
Just the homily as given at an earlier Christmas evening Mass: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0W34xzpAKWU